I Am Before the Light

 

Thinking expresses knowing in matter, yet matter thinks and wants to know more, gore

Thinking also expresses life, truth, idea, power and balance by recording this idea, 

these qualities, my two lights kissing matter in motion, 

yet matter does not live, nor is it truth, balance or idea, even though it simulates those spiritual qualities. My confusion concerning this long assumption of the reality of matter.

My assumption that this body is thy Self, that tis knowledge is in this brain, and that I live and die because my body integrates and reintegrates, has been so fundamental a part of my thinking that presently now,  i reverse my thinking to the fact that matter is yet motion and has no reality beyond simulating reality. The light which I think I see is yet motion. 

In feeling waving vibrations set up by the motion which is simulating light, 

yet the motion of electric waves which simulate light is not that which is simulates.

I do not see light, for being I am.

Thinking creating knowing into matter,

yet matter turning into motion,

asking, echoing, seeming to know James Gore.

Thought expresses life, truth, idea, power, balancing,

recording frequency waves,

picturing two lights kissing me motioning into form.

What ideal great matter does live.

It does sow know.

It mirrors.

It simulates my beautiful qualities

that breathing me into spirit.

My assumpting embodying is Self,

all mind is brain,

for life begins and ends beyond form,

revolvings in this seeing.

for in this Matter moving.

coming into Light appear.

Vibrations feelings real.

for all yet are energetic motions,

patternings dancing coming alive.

Lit light I thought I see,

is before the motioning perceiving.

The waves I thought were truth

are signals shaping be fore sight.

for this real,

is not motion,

 not image,

 not form.

for I do not see light.

of which I am.

loving you,

Before the wave,

before the image,

before the idea,

no proof needs the knowing.

before light, 

love,

I am.